She Strengthens

Embracing Uncertainty: A Journey of Self-Discovery

As I reflect on my life, I realize that I’ve always been prone to making impulsive decisions. It’s a trait that has led me down a path of uncertainty, but also one of growth and self-discovery.

Leaving the Corporate World Behind

I used to be a part of the corporate machine, but I finally broke free from its shackles. I started traveling, freelancing, and exploring the world. It was during one of these travels that I met someone special, and my life took a dramatic turn. I fell in love, and soon found myself moving to Sydney to be with my partner.

The Struggle is Real

However, my decision to move wasn’t without its challenges. I had no job, no visa, and no clear plan. I landed a job interview, but it fell through due to my tourist visa status. I knew I had to be financially savvy, so I took on an au pair position. While it wasn’t ideal, it allowed me to settle into a routine and connect with my host family.

The Reality of Living Abroad

But the reality of living abroad soon set in. I felt lonely during the day, and the lack of financial freedom was suffocating. My weekly “pocket money” was a fraction of what I used to earn in Manhattan. I knew I had to make a change, so I started applying to jobs, taking on freelance projects, and learning new skills.

The Ups and Downs of Job Hunting

Job hunting was a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I landed a sales job, but it turned out to be semi-illegal. I then found a part-time gig at a restaurant, but it wasn’t fulfilling. I’ve been on countless interviews, but often don’t hear back after sending my “thank you” notes. It’s frustrating, but I know I need to keep pushing forward.

Making Excuses

Deep down, I know I’m making excuses for staying in Sydney. The weather is better, the pollution is less, and I get to enjoy the outdoors more. But I’m not truly happy. I console myself by thinking that it would take ages to find work back in Manhattan, and that I’d be just as miserable in a 9-to-5 job. But I know I’m sacrificing my mental and financial health.

Holding On to Hope

Despite the struggles, I hold on to hope. I know that things can work out, and that I’m lucky to have experienced everything I have over the past year. I’m grateful for the lessons I’ve learned about myself, and I know that I can always go home if I need to.

Fine-Tuning My Skills

In my spare time, I’ve been working on fine-tuning my career-related skills. I use online course platforms like Khan Academy and Coursera, and read entrepreneur’s blogs. I know that downtime can be used to learn something new, and I’m determined to make the most of it.

A Message of Resilience

My journey is a testament to the power of resilience. I’ve faced uncertainty, loneliness, and financial strain, but I’ve also learned to appreciate the little things. I hope that one day, I can look back on this time and be humbled by the experience.