She Strengthens

Breaking Free from Fear: Embracing Happiness and Financial Security

For as long as I can remember, fear has driven my decisions. From worrying about getting into the best colleges to fearing financial instability, anxiety has been a constant companion. This mentality has shaped my professional life, leading me to prioritize financial security over personal happiness.

The Weight of Financial Insecurity

Growing up without a financial safety net, I felt the pressure to secure a steady income. My parents, living abroad, couldn’t provide financial support, so I took on the responsibility of covering my own expenses. This fear of financial instability led me to make decisions that, although right for my career, didn’t necessarily align with my personal goals.

Reevaluating Priorities

As I reflect on my choices, I realize that fearlessness is tied to financial privilege. To take risks and pursue my passions, I need to feel secure in my ability to cover my expenses. This understanding has driven me to build my own safety net, ensuring that my emergency fund is intact and my career is secure.

Creating a Summer of Happiness

This year, I’ve saved specifically for a “summer of happiness,” a time to pursue opportunities and experiences that bring me joy, without worrying about my paycheck. My goals are threefold: to travel solo through Southeast Asia, to monetize my writing and photography skills, and to spend time with my partner in California.

Budgeting for Happiness

To make the most of my summer, I’ve created a budget that prioritizes experiences over material possessions. I’ve allocated funds for travel, accommodations, food, and activities that bring me happiness. By doing so, I’m able to focus on what truly matters to me.

Finding Financial Freedom

Saving for this summer has been a deliberate process. I set up a direct deposit to a high-interest savings account and added extra funds from overtime and freelance work. This approach has given me a sense of financial security, allowing me to pursue my passions without worrying about the financial implications.

A Limited Window of Opportunity

I’m aware that this summer of happiness is a limited opportunity, and soon I’ll be back to my professional career. However, I believe that taking this time to explore and pursue my passions will bring me long-term happiness and fulfillment.

Embracing Intrepidness

In 48 days, I’ll embark on a journey to discover what I’d do if I wasn’t afraid. It’s a daunting prospect, but I’m excited to take the leap and find out what intrepidness looks like for me.