She Strengthens

Navigating the Complexities of Career Choices

As I stand at the crossroads of my professional journey, I’m forced to confront the daunting question: am I on the right path? The uncertainty is palpable, and I often find myself wondering if I’m taking the necessary steps to secure my dream job in the future.

A Background in Research and Policy

My roots are in political and economic research, an arena dominated by men. The cutthroat competition for research grants and the scarcity of well-paid jobs in the field can be overwhelming. It’s not uncommon to feel like winning the lottery or being struck by lightning is more likely than landing a fulfilling job in this industry.

The Elusive Dream Job

A year has passed since I graduated, and I’m thrilled to see my former classmates achieving remarkable success. Some are working with refugees in Syria, while others are analyzing geopolitics at consulting firms. I, too, had hoped to find similar success, but instead, I spent months sending applications to unresponsive employers and struggling with semi-employment under unsupportive supervisors. It took nearly a year to land my current position.

Doubts and Uncertainties

Despite my current job, which offers daily learning opportunities, I sometimes wonder if there’s more to life. I see friends who’ve secured incredible full-time jobs after completing unpaid internships at major NGOs. The UN, in particular, is a coveted destination, offering unparalleled brand recognition and career advancement opportunities. I’m left pondering what could have been if I had taken a different path.

A Leap of Faith

Three years ago, I left a well-paid public administration job in Spain to pursue my MA in New York. I believed it was the necessary next step in my career, but I lacked the foresight to recognize the value of unpaid internships at prominent organizations. I worked multiple jobs and side gigs to stay afloat, boasting a 40-60 hour work schedule. While friends held prestigious internships, I dispersed myself in five directions in the name of financial stability.

The Dark Side of Unpaid Work

I must admit, there was a part of me that thought I was above unpaid work. As an older student with a background in financial independence, I believed an unpaid internship would reflect poorly on my résumé. However, I now realize that unpaid work often rewards those who are already privileged, enforcing a system that values privilege over passion and hard work.

Lessons Learned

In hindsight, I understand why many students defend unpaid internships. While they may be maligned as an insult to the middle class, they can be a valuable investment in one’s future. I’ve come to terms with my decision to prioritize financial stability, recognizing that it’s not worth beating myself up over what could have been. My time is mine, and I have the freedom to pursue my passions outside of my 9-to-5 job.

The Future Ahead

As I look to the future, I’m comforted by the knowledge that my options are still open. I can collaborate with NGOs, write stories worth telling, and continue to grow as a professional. The possibilities are endless, and I’m determined to make the most of them.