She Strengthens

A Sudden Loss and a Newfound Resolve

As I sit here on the West Coast, surrounded by the excitement of Vidcon, my heart is heavy with grief. Just a few days ago, I received devastating news: a dear friend, who lived in LA, passed away suddenly. The shock and pain are still sinking in, and I’m struggling to come to terms with the loss.

A Time for Reflection

In times like these, social media can feel like a minefield. Every post, every comment, every message is a painful reminder of what’s been lost. I know that some people find comfort in sharing their grief online, but for me, it feels wrong. Instead, I’m finding solace in quiet moments of reflection, surrounded by loved ones who understand my pain.

Prioritizing What Matters

Professionally, this is a crucial time for me, but I know that I need to prioritize my friend’s memory and the people who matter most. I’ll be taking a step back from the spotlight, focusing on my work, and cherishing every moment with those around me. It’s not about being prolific; it’s about being present.

Finding Comfort in Routine

Last Saturday, Lauren and I visited the beach, a small comfort in a time of great sadness. It was a melancholy experience, but one that reminded me of the beauty of life. We saw a father cheering on his children as they rode a roller coaster, and it was a poignant reminder of the importance of living in the moment.

A Moral Imperative

This loss has made me realize that it’s not just about pursuing my own dreams; it’s about encouraging others to do the same. I need to be there for the people I love, asking them the hard questions, cheering them on, and supporting them every step of the way. It’s up to all of us to help each other reach our full potential.

The Power of Love and Support

I’m grateful for the people who have pushed me, believed in me, and loved me unconditionally. Without them, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I know that I need to pay it forward, being the coach, the mentor, and the friend that others need. We all need someone to believe in us, to demand more from us, and to help us become the best version of ourselves.

Moving Forward

The pain of losing a loved one will always linger, but I know that I must keep moving forward. I’ll continue to work hard, to support those around me, and to remind them of their own potential. There’s no feeling worse than regret, and I won’t let that be my legacy. Instead, I’ll strive to be a source of inspiration, encouragement, and love.