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Embracing My Comfort Zone: Why I’m Okay with Being a Size 6

As the seasons changed, I found myself hovering between sizes 4 and 6. After purging my old summer wardrobe, I realized it was time to refresh my closet. Initially, my instinct was to get back in shape, but I paused and questioned why. I used to be a size 4, and while it felt great, I knew it required a lot of effort. In my current lifestyle, being a size 6 is where I feel comfortable and relatively healthy without breaking a sweat.

A Choice That’s Right for Me

Choosing to be a size 6 might seem unconventional, but it’s a decision that brings me peace. It’s not about impressing others; it’s about being honest with myself. I’ve made this choice for three key reasons: my financial freedom, my limited time, and my personal growth.

Financial Freedom

Maintaining a size 4 would be costly. Living in Astoria, Queens, and working in Manhattan, I have access to healthy options, but they come at a price. With a busy schedule, I rely on meal prep and occasional takeout. Doubling my food budget would allow for seamless salads, but it would compromise my savings goals. Plus, buying size 6 shorts means I can adjust the waistline with a belt if I lose weight, saving me around $100.

Time Management

I know I should cook more, but my schedule is packed. Between work, socializing, and creating, I have limited time for everything. By letting go of some tasks, I can focus on what matters most – my creativity. Writing this article means I’m neglecting other tasks, but it’s essential for my growth.

Personal Growth

Embracing my size 6 has been liberating. It’s allowed me to prioritize my creativity and focus on what truly matters. I’m no longer striving for perfection; I’m embracing my imperfections. By choosing to devote just enough time and money to my health, I’ve gained more moments for what’s truly important. It’s a revolutionary mindset shift, especially for someone who used to fear gaining weight.

What About You?

Have you made unconventional choices that brought you peace? I’d love to hear your stories! Remember, doing the best you can is enough.