A Nurse’s Plight: Fighting COVID-19 and Racism
As a Filipino Registered Nurse, I’ve always taken pride in my identity. Seeing fellow Filipino nurses in hospitals only reinforces the notion that we’re a caring people. However, the COVID-19 pandemic has brought a mix of emotions, from fear to frustration, and even anger.
The Weight of Responsibility
When the pandemic hit Toronto, I joined my colleagues on the frontlines, doing what we do best – caring for the sick. It’s a daunting task, especially with the constant updates on new protocols and guidelines. The stress is palpable, and it’s not just about the virus; it’s about the discrimination I’ve witnessed against Asian people.
Racism in the Time of COVID-19
I thought the world would evolve, but instead, I’ve seen verbal harassment, and heard stories of Asian people being blamed for the pandemic. It’s horrific to be stereotyped and blamed for a disease that’s beyond our control. The logic behind comments like “your elderly Asian neighbor brought this virus to Canada” escapes me. It’s infuriating to hear about Asian colleagues being verbally abused on their way to work.
Pride and Shame
Growing up as a minority, there’s a deep-rooted pride in our roots and culture. When someone from our community is blamed for the pandemic, it ignites a shared sense of shame and guilt. We struggle to hold our heads high, fearing judgment from others. Even in healthcare, where we’re celebrated as “essential,” there’s a disconnect between being praised and being blamed.
The Double Standard
As a nurse, I’ve seen the best and worst of humanity. We work together for the best health outcomes, but now we’re also tasked with holding iPads for virtual visits, being the only hand a patient holds, and fighting the urge to rush into a room without proper protective gear. It’s draining, both physically and emotionally. Coming home, we’re cautious not to expose our loved ones to the same risks we face daily.
A Call to Compassion
I don’t know how this pandemic will unfold, but I hope we can embrace more compassion and humanity. We need it now more than ever. As a nurse, I’ll continue to do my part, but I urge everyone to recognize the harm caused by discrimination and to stand together against it. Only then can we truly overcome this crisis.
Leave a Reply