Embracing Self-Love: My Journey with Crystal Dildos
As a self-proclaimed skeptic, I never thought I’d find myself exploring the world of crystal dildos. But after a painful breakup, I was willing to try anything to heal and move on.
The Breakup Blues
My ex and I parted ways around Halloween, and despite trying various coping mechanisms like yoga, kickboxing, and therapy, I couldn’t shake off the emotional baggage. That’s when my friend introduced me to the concept of “cleansing” my vagina – not literally, but spiritually.
Enter Crystal Dildos
I stumbled upon Chakrubs, a company that creates crystal-based sex toys, and was intrigued by their claim that crystals can positively affect our electromagnetic fields, leading to healing, peace, and love. I decided to take the plunge and invest in a $189 pure rose quartz curved dildo, said to dissolve emotional wounds and provide comfort to those grieving or in pain.
Uncharted Territory
When my toy arrived, I was terrified of using it wrong. I had questions: Could I watch porn or read erotica while using it? Did I need to chant or set an intention? I reached out to Alexis Maze, founder of Gemstone Yoni, another crystal sex toy company, for guidance.
Setting Intentions
Maze emphasized the importance of setting a heartfelt intention when using a crystal dildo. I decided to create a peaceful atmosphere, lighting sage incense, playing soothing music, and repeating affirmations like “I am worthy, I am beautiful, I am whole.” The experience felt empowering, and I intuitively knew when to transition from my intention to solo play.
The Experience
The crystal dildo felt cold and heavy, similar to glass or steel toys. While it didn’t vibrate like a traditional vibrator, it had its own unique energy vibrations. Maze described this as a wave of emotions, which could lead to uncontrollable tears or intense orgasms. I didn’t experience a mind-blowing orgasm, but I felt like I’d tapped into a deeper sense of self-love.
Cleaning and Recharging
Cleaning the crystal dildo required gentle care, as hot water could cause internal cracking. Maze recommended cleansing the toy energetically and recharging it in sunlight or moonlight. I washed it in warm water, then placed it next to sage on my desk, allowing the sun to renew its energy.
Expansion and Exploration
I’ve since purchased two more crystal dildos – an obsidian wand for healing and a red jasper spiral wand for passion. While they all have the same spiritual effect, I prefer the obsidian wand’s unique shape. Using these toys has reminded me of my worth, beauty, and wholeness, even if I’m not entirely over my ex.
My Take
I still don’t consider myself a hippie witch, and I’m not entirely sold on the spiritual benefits of crystals. But what I do know is that using these crystal dildos has helped me feel better, both physically and emotionally. Maybe it’s just a placebo effect, but if it works, I’m all for it. My vagina is a magical place, and these crystal dildos have helped me remember that.
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