She Strengthens

Breaking Free from the Grip of Anxiety

As I reflect on my journey, I realize that I’m not an addict, but I was drinking too much. It took a toll on my mental health, and I knew I had to make a change. So, I decided to take a break from alcohol for a couple of weeks. But as the weeks turned into months, I realized that I didn’t miss it. In fact, I felt more in control and clear-headed than I had in a long time.

The Anxiety Epidemic

My anxiety had been building up over the past year or two, making everyday tasks feel like daunting challenges. One day, while driving to PetSmart, I experienced a sudden wave of anxiety, as if a spaceship was about to land and sweep me away. It was then that I realized I needed to make a change. I couldn’t combat my anxiety without cutting out the booze.

The Industry of Excess

I worked in the beer industry, where cheap beer and sparkling gin and tonics were a way of life. My corporate career was steeped in it, and it was hard to imagine separating myself from it. But when my boss referred to us as “highly functioning alcoholics,” I felt like I was being forced to swallow a dead rat. I knew I wasn’t like them, and it was time to take a step back.

The Dark Side of Socializing

In the beer biz, there’s an unspoken expectation to be able to “hang.” From happy hours to tastings to beer fests, it was a never-ending cycle of drinking. I met with a salesman one morning, and we ended up drinking moonshine at 7 a.m. It was a strange sense of adventure, but it also made me realize that I didn’t want to be part of that world anymore.

The Benefits of Sobriety

It’s been nine months since I last had a drink. The closest I’ve come is having the occasional dream where I drink a cheap beer or fruity malt beverage – and immediately regret it. But the benefits of sobriety far outweigh any temporary lapse. No more hangovers, no more social anxiety, and no more diminished attention span.

Sleep, Confidence, and Clarity

I’ve learned that sleep is restful, and my dreams are wild and vivid. I’ve developed a deeper appreciation for life, and my confidence has soared. I no longer feel the need to drink to ease my anxiety or boost my confidence. I’ve confronted my inner demons and come out on top.

The Mirror Becomes Your Friend

Quitting drinking has also had a profound impact on my physical health. I’ve lost weight, my face looks less tired, and I feel more energetic. Exercise is no longer a chore; it’s a way to feel empowered and strong.

A New Lease on Life

In the end, I’ve realized that there’s no good reason to drink anymore. The idea of taking a year off drinking was to change my behavior and relationship with alcohol. It’s been a journey of self-discovery, and I’ve come out the other side feeling more confident, more in control, and more at peace.